Friday, October 31, 2014
うれしくやりたいけど、元気ない

最近気分が悪くて悪くて、
仕事もあまりできなくなってる。
(仕事全然忙しくなくて、よかったね~)
食べたい気分も全然ないから、
心配かけちゃったね。

これって、さえない日々で迷ってるっていうんですね。
毎日、疲れていて家で寝るしかしたくないけど、
そんなのはできないでしょう。
すべての何もかも終わらせたいときもあって、
大変やな。

来週のアポに行ってから
よくなるかもしれないねー


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j0tt3d @t 3:47 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
妊娠したっけ?

10月3日、金曜日。
メンスがちょっと遅れてしまった。
カレシが言ってなかったら、
自分自身が気づいてないかもね。

10月4日、土曜日。
朝起きてからずっと下痢してた。
水を飲むだけでも。
これ、アタシに絶対はじめて。

10月5日、日曜日。
バンド練習の日。
全然よくなってないけど、
3時間の練習無事にできた。
ミスがいつもより多かったね。
デスモンド先輩が怒ったかも。

10月6日、月曜日。
休みの日。3連休できてよかったな~
一日中うちにいて体もよくなった気がする。

今、下痢はしないけど、
メンスはまだきてないよ。
週末お腹がぐるぐるで、
妊娠したかもしれないね~


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j0tt3d @t 5:01 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
お誕生日おめでとう

リカ今年のお誕生日はいろんなことで
とっても忙しいですから、
あまり祝ってなかった。
けど、彼氏からのプレゼントは
いつものように素敵な~



スキャンダルのハルナさんのギターや!
この前、デスモンド先輩が日本に
出張するたびにトモミさんのを
買って帰ったわ~
その時ちょっと高いじゃないのかって
悩んでるとき、もう売れ切りなんだ。
メンバーのサインもつけてから、
手に入れるしかない!



だから、二回目のニュースを聞いて、
すぐ「買おう」って決めた。
ネットで何度も見たことあったけど、
あまり好きではなかった。
届いたとき、うわぁぁって感じ。
☆ミ キラキラ ☆彡



メーウェイちゃんも一緒に買ったわ。
ちょっとだけキズがあって、くやしーい!

とにかく、うれしさの中に
ちょっとだけよくない気持ちが
ませこんでも感謝の気持ちで
うれしくゆくぞ~


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j0tt3d @t 11:42 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2014
Happiness is a choice

I guess it's probably because I have been
a happy-go-lucky since forever. Haha.
When I was younger, I played better with boys.
A close female friend of mine actually told me that
I was just like a boy. Messing and goofing around,
never holding any grudges. Sometimes clumsy,
but always happy.

Not long ago, I admit I was being just a little
lost and uneasy, since there was a major change.
Right now, I can confidently say that I've become
comfortable with that change, and am generally happy with it.
(Probably will do better at my Home Ground~)
It feels like no matter what happens,
I can adapt without much problems.
(But still, thanks should go to My Love
who have been really supportive and sweet. x3 )

Well, even though things have not been finalised yet,
and there will definitely be more major changes here and there,
the way I am feeling now is making me feel invincible.
Let's not forget this feeling and may our Love keep us strong.

-=As what matters is not the things without, but the things within.=-


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j0tt3d @t 11:41 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2014
4 weeks with Baby Yuuki

As I mentioned in the previous post,
since ms tooth left Bishan this July end,
we have been taking care of Baby Yuuki.
I must say other than his stubborn cries sometimes,
there hasnt been any major difficulties so far.

Since the very first time we took care of him,
(which was the second time ms tooth said that
she doesnt want the child because from her point of view,
His mother feels that she cannot take good care of the child.
And yes, she ran away from Bishan at that time too.)
I realise that he was trained to cry for everything and anything he wants.
Especially when asking to be carried.
(It may be kinda unbelievable for him to be crying for me
the first time I took care of him, isn't it?)

Anyway, I have been teaching him not to cry to express demand
since that first time. Now, I guess I can proudly say that
he doesnt cry as much, or even doesnt cry at all at times,
when asking me for things. Not to mention that I actually
managed to teach him a couple of signs within 3 weeks.

Also, recently he has been trying hard to start talking.
I can't help but think, it's probably because we have been
talking to him alot (more than what he used to be exposed to).
But still, it may just be the time he decided to start speaking up.
His mother noticed it too, after taking care of him for a weekend
which we were totally busy.

I must say, the thing that I miss the most so far
is the lazy weekend where we can get endless snooze-in,
and get up only when we feel like it.
After one eventful weekend, the following
Monday morning was really a drag.
But the good thing that happened was that
Baby Yuuki actually watched us leave and
didnt cry at all even though he wanted us to carry him.

But since the final decision and judgement has not
been passed down yet. It's really difficult to forecast
what our lives will be like from then on.
We'll just hope the best and prepare for the worst.
Even though so often, we do not know what's best and what's not.


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j0tt3d @t 2:25 PM
Me, I && Myself



XueQi aka eRika aka GinGeR

I love to bake,
trying out to cook.
I love cookies,
learning to like making cakes.

I can be nice
or evil.
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or quiet.

Trying my best to always
Love what I do,
and Do what I love.


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