Have you ever felt so despressed
that you just wish someone cared?
Have you ever felt so despressed
that you feel even if someone CARED,
nothing would be changed?
I believe everyone has been
through this before. I also believe
that happiness is a CHOICE,
not something others give to you.
No matter how bad things get,
it's up to you how you wanna react.
The only person who can make you
happy is YOURSELF.
[Choose to be happy]
j0tt3d @t 3:00 PM
I have to skip my AAA and JMD
for todae and saturdae
since I will be going to 883Jia
on these 2 days. I will miss dance. Alot.
I left home early todae, making sure
that I will not be late for my DJ lesson.
Let's just say I'm really enthu
about this workshop.
You know, there's always something that
is difficult to have/maintain
. Yet, no matter
how difficult it can get, you wannawork hard for it
. I call that,PASSION.
Todae's lesson was fun
. Not to mention
the food was really delicious
too~(*Yum Yum* I love fish n chips~)
We got to learn more about how the
sales and news work. Also about
what content is better for which time slot, etc.
I even call in to the station at night
to Toshi. Though it's not the first time.
Just look forward
to our lesson on Fridae~[Some things simply have priorty over others.]
j0tt3d @t 1:20 AM
When I tell you I miss you,
believe that it's true.
When You dont hear me saying,
I love you, you know I still do.
I love him so. Yet I know
I shouldn't and mustn't tell.
Not to anyone, and you know
how bad it can be.
I can only pray, in this
small inaudible voice, that
one day, you will love me too.
Can you actually hear that?
j0tt3d @t 10:01 PM
Sometimes, it seems like I'm living
day by day like a routine
. Yet, somethingIS different
everyday. Even when
the world is not going to change
I am still going to SHINE~!~Troubleshooting~
I like it alot, since it's simple.
According to the lecturer with the
super straight hair, I scored thehighest marks
on last week's lab. Heehee.
Not to mention my eye candy
every odd week.~Japanese Language~
Let's just say passion makes everything right.
Next week would be our written and oral test.
Let's just pray that everyone will be able to do well.
*read through script* *study study*
I think I got tired from the long bus trip,
and getting excited
over the smallest thing.
Information is being flooded into my brain.
I need a rest
. ZzzZzzZzzzzz.[Love can be as simple as ABC]
[Yet, people put them together and made them complicated]
j0tt3d @t 10:01 PM
I believe I had introduced YUI
in my blog some times back.
Amazingly, without ANY advertisements
a number of my friends actually
know about her.
I was talking to one of my friends,
who had set his nick
as the lyrics
, one of YUI's songs.
He got really EXCITED
while talking about her.
According to him, YUI
was on the newspaper
a couple of days back. Some marketing
directors were really amazed
since she never had any advertisement
YET, her album sold quite a good result
By saying how good YUI's singing
I'm not trying to say that other japanese
female singers are not good. Other singers,
like BoA, Ayumi Hamasaki, etc.,
alot of advertisements, dance in 'fashionable'
clothings, their albums DO sell up to millions
BUT, YUI has passion in her own music
She doesnt dance. She wears plain T-shirt and jeans.
She sings what she believes.Simple, yet extraordinary.
Her 9th single, "My Generation / Understand"
will be released on 13 June 2007
. I guess
a lot of people are actually looking forward to it.[It's more than enough just to be me.]
j0tt3d @t 11:05 PM
I guess exercising too much
you reluctant to wake up
in the morning.
I was wondering whether I should
just skip todae's JMD practice.But I'm glad I didnt
I was rather early
, though I woke up
relatively late. Did some stretching as
usual, and had our warming up dance.
After that, Danny-senpai wanted to haveINDIVIDUAL dance~!
OMG~ Let's just pray I can do well.*pray pray*
Danny-senpai called us one by one
mostly by what color
we were wearing since
he doesnt really remember our names.
I was stunned when he actually called me
. *fainted* hahax.
And according to him, I was the mostTECHNICAL dancer
there. or is it 'am'?
Stayed back a little for audition forNATSU MATSURI.
of us, and only TWO
eights. I guess it ended quite well,
since Danny-senpai said 'definitely can use'
me.[Tell me my legs are shaking because I am tired.]Skating at east coast
. Was late because of the
audition. Saw Xuejuan and gang
. It's such a
coincidence that we went there the same day.
But I knew from her blog earlier. So wasnt
really surprised to see her there. hahax.[We enjoyed, and had our legs jellyed.]
j0tt3d @t 11:03 PM
Ouch~! Something that freaked me
out todae~ T_T The tiny little
cutie red spot from that dae, became aBIG UGLY PURPLE PATCH
ARGHHH~! CHOP OFF MY LEG~!!
Ok. I changed my mind. Maybe not.
'cause I still LOVE
whoever's sake, who cares? Thanks to MOI SIS
I went skating todae near moi house.
All I can say is that it's a nice course
toskate and even jog.
It's a BIG BIG field
which seems like
two soccer fields together. I skated
around it, like 10 rows
I guess if I wanna do this for weight lossing
it would be a BIG FUN-KILLER
. You see, if
I see no change in moi weight, I'll getDEMORALISED
It can be really fun when you goreally really fast
at the down slope
and feel the wind kissing your face
that you dont wanna stop.
*look at the purple patch T_T*[I love the wind]
[as much as I love you]
j0tt3d @t 9:54 PM
As you are reading this, you can knowmore about yourself
by this little activity.
Now, look at any of your hands
your index finger
and your ring finger
.Which is longer?
Somewhere in the Western Country,
they have a research that proves that
children who have longer index finger
are better in language
(ex. English, Literature, etc.)
Those with longer ring finger
are better in mathematics and calculations
It is actually because the hormones
that enhance the ability, enhance the
length of the respective finger. =D
But please take note that, if you are in
your mid 20s or older
, this activity may
work for you. As the research also shows,
Mature men tend to have long ring finger
and Mature women tend to have both fingers
about the same length.
But I guess it worked for me.
I have longer ring finger. XD[I can do maths.]
[It's just that the teacher cant mark.]
j0tt3d @t 8:44 AM
Todae is the first time I went for AAA.
Here's 3000 words
for the session.Skating...
The gal with no sense of direction
had some adventure~! I wanted to
skate to Serangoon
, but the roads got
lots of up and down slope
. I think I
would have died before reaching
.(I've got a little red patch as a token of trying. OUCH!)
Changed course. The nicer way to place it is,
I went around the LRT track of SK
To show my stupidity, I was lost and wentONE BIG ROUND
before reaching home. *Hu-ii*[I guess that's good exercise though.]
Hahaha~! I'm going to burn all the fats
in me~! ok. At least as much as I can. XD[I'm doing it for you. XD]
j0tt3d @t 11:18 PM
Would you keep calling someone
who kept ignoring your calls
showing that she just cant be bothered
Would you keep sms-ing someone
who never reply you
showing that she doesnt even wanna hear
Well, I know someone
Once upon a time, there was a little blur gal
called QiQi. She had long hair, pleasant smiles,
and stood up tall (not very tall though.).
She worked at a faraway town
, which took her
hours to travel daily. Every single day, there
was this little man, who would visit her.
Back to reality. She quitted her job
she was tortured by some evil step-sisters
One day, when she happened to pass by
that faraway town, she met him. (what a tragedy.)
He asked for her number, of course.
All of you know what happens after this.
Imagine receiving weird sms every morning
Well, I cant even be bothered
So guys, get this into your head, k?
When girls NEVER answer your calls and sms-es
be clever enough to know thatSHE IS NOT INTERESTED.[Ask me about idiots]
[I know EVERYTHING about them.]
j0tt3d @t 7:56 PM
If I told him I miss him this much,
will he believe me?
If I told him I love him this much,
will he love me too?
If I told him I cant live without him,
will he stay by my side?
[I think I just wouldnt tell him...]
[I do miss him THIS MUCH]
[Even when I see him this often.]
j0tt3d @t 8:58 PM
Does it ever makes you wonder?
When you wish that someone loves you
like you love them, did you really
fall in love with them, or did you
fall in love with Love itself?
It's human nature to want attention,
to want affection, to want Love.
I guess everyone feels the same way.
It's always true when they say,
the one you love most is not
the one who loves you the most,
and the one who loves you the most
is not the one you love the most.
Get this into your head.
It's not easy to find someone
you love and loves you in return.
So when you find one, cherish him/her.
It doesnt matter if you love him/her more,
or he/she loves you more.
Love always grows.
So when you find someone who doesnt
love you as much as you do, be glad
that the Love in him/her will grow.
Maybe even without you noticing.
[Sometimes all I wish for is a hug from you.]
j0tt3d @t 11:11 PM
If you were given a choice
of supernatural powers
at birth, what would you choose?
I remember during my younger times,
I didnt really care much about
other people in my life. So I really
wanted to have powers that makes me
fly, maybe wings
. Though I'm afraid
of height seriously.
But not too long ago, I wanted toread people's mind
I just wanna know what those people
are thinking. Maybe there are peoplesmiling at me
, yetcursing me deep inside
Watched "Next" todae. Thanks to someone
who's willing to pay for me. hahax.
I guess I wouldnt watch movie unlessit's free
. Quite a nice one though.
That guy had powers better than Sharingan
. He even did kage bunshin
.Jeremy : You really should go watch.[I wanna know what you're thinking...]
j0tt3d @t 11:32 PM
I began to realise how simple I can be.
One moment, I can be hurted so deep
that tears just wouldnt stop.
Another, I smiled to myself, because
of yummy food awaiting me.
I cant believe I cared so much for
someone who wouldnt care less.
Maybe, just maybe, somewhere along
the way, I fell in love.
From now on, I'll still smile,
I'll still care, and care even more.
[Just that is good enough.]
j0tt3d @t 8:01 AM
Blogger had really been giving me alot
of problems. Some of my friends and my
sister had these problems too. Things like
unable to upload pictures, toolbar errors.
The list goes on. But nothing is wrong when
I logged in in school.
I was surprised when I logged in todae.
Hehe. The dashboard displayed so nicely
in front of me, I was like YIPPEE~!
Even though those problems were not
affecting me that much, I just like to
see how nicely the button and things line up.
I cant really stand ugly things that is.
Sometimes I really wonder how Blogger earns
money. You see, we all get to be blogging for
FREE and I dont think I see any advertisement.
I seriously think that Internet is the best thing
that can ever exist. hahax. You get to post weird
things whatever way you like it to, and everyone
on earth get to read it. I'm glad I'm born in the
times of computers and internet. whahahahahahah.
[I get sleepy from being excited all day long. -.-]
j0tt3d @t 5:39 PM
Ever wonder why famous bloggers are famous?
I have been reading xiaxue's blog recently.
Well, she wasnt famous to me until my fren
told me about her. I read a little and asked her,"her blog very nice?"
"ok lahx. but alot people reading~!"
I was like oh. She's reading cause alot people
are reading. I wasnt really keen about it,
since I dont really like famous things. But I
like blogs, and some of her posts are interesting.
Not to mention that she uses words like "FUCK",
"DAMN", and some other vulgars alot.
What makes famous blogs famous?
1. No music
Yes. Famous bloggers try to make their blog as
simple as possible. No music, no navi, no nothing.
Just simple. So people would pay attention to
what they say.
2. No boring daily events
Seriously, no one would be really interested in
what you did, where you went, what you ate.
Unless they're stalkers, maniacs, or simply
bored to death. Of course, people who knows
them, is a total different category.[I guess being famous may not be as easy as it seems.]
j0tt3d @t 8:13 AM
Shellen once told me that you dream of people
who you see or think often. But I guess it's
not really true to me. I seems to dream just
for the sake of dreaming. Not to mention that
most of them are really weird.12.05.05 (Saturday)
I remember setting my alarm at 8 in the morning,
since I had club activity. That night, I had a dream
of me waking up late, and missed my club. I freaked out.
Good thing is that, the clock read 7:40.
Thinking that I have 20 more mins for my beauty sleep,
I went back to bed. But the same dream hit me again.
This time, it seemed so real. I even remember crying to
my mother in the dream when the clock read 2 in the afternoon.
I woke up again. It was 8.20. My clock didnt ring,
and the alarm isnt on. I guess, thanks to the dream,
I got to school in time. =D[People in dream : Danny, Mommy, Me]
Another of my weird dreams collection.
I guess I wouldnt post it here. But some of
my close frens do know, since dreams do happen
when u dont tell anyone. So ask me if ya really
wanna know what's in my dream. hahax.[People in dream : Xiaohong, Serene, Angela, Me]14.05.07 (Mondae)
I guess I had a series of dreams which I dont
really remember. But I think I remember going back
to work in my old workplace in my dream. Quite
faint though. Just alot of cakes being in my fridge.[People in dream : Manager, Mom, Me][It's the dream that I wish was reality...]
j0tt3d @t 11:12 PM
This post is dedicated to all MOTHERS
yay~! HAPPIE MOTHERS' DAY~!
hahax. This is
the day where everyone acknowledge how much
mothers give to their child. Though different countries
celebrate on different days. But the thoughts are the same~!
Mothers' Day actually goes back to the time of Napolean.
It existed like over 200 years~!
Now, you can see how
much mothers are being respected. I believe they arethe most important person
in your life~!
Be sure to give your mommy a big hug todae.
Though todae is not the only day you should
show her how much you actually care.
Give her a hug EVERYDAY~![Your mom would give up THIS MUCH]
[in return of a little happiness of yours.]
j0tt3d @t 5:15 PM
Raye Collin – Love Me
This is a rather old song, I believe.
At least 17 years old now. This song was in
Raye Collin’s first album, All I Can Be , in 1990.
It hit the top of the US Chart in 1991.
I believe the song itself speaks of all the wonders.
This is another touching song that brought tears
to my eyes when I hear it. I heard it on radio quite
often recently, and one of my seniors played it
at the Guitar Club Orientation.It’s about Simplicity
It’s about Promise.
It’s about Love.
The beauty of Love don’t have to
be expressed in huge vocabulary.
It is as simple as it is. Simple, yet true.
I can’t explain the way I feel every time
I hear this song. How strong Love can be,
how long Love can last. It has always been
a mystery. But for a love to last that long,
you just feel calm and happy inside.これは幸せだろう。
j0tt3d @t 4:38 PM
It's Melody, because I decided to name my guitar
Melody. hahax. Just like Mr beany bean bean has
a name, Melody needed a name too. And ya, Melody.
But that doesnt mean it's a she, ok? I'm still going
to hug it to sleep, dine with it, play with it, and
practice all day long. Just because I love it THIS MUCH~!
It's nice to have a guitar 'cause u dont have to worry
about your neighbor complaining about you practicing
in the middle of the night. Though playing all day really
gives you a sore arm. =.=[I'm sleeping peacefully... With a sore arm.]
j0tt3d @t 10:42 PM
As our cutie cute cute JLB loves Gaara &
Sasuke so much, and since he requested,
this post shall be dedicated to him.
Aww. Cutie Gaara~ I think he's one of my
favorite character in Naruto. Hurted, Sorrow,
yet wanting to care. He's so cute when he's young~!
I guess the real reason I like him is because
we have something in common.
Ya. It really hurts alot, I know. Naruto's
another of my fave. I like him alot before
Gaara was out. There was even a time when
I think we suffer the same fate. And seriously,
it hurts. This much.
[It hurts, being alone, for too long.]
j0tt3d @t 10:41 PM
According to my mom, one of her friends
often visit Mental Hospital, as he/she
gives the patients there free hair cut. During one of his/her visits, the
nurse was testing whether the patients
were mentally sound enough to be discharged.
She took a torchlight, and shone it on
the celling, then asked them what it was.
"Wow~! Marie Biah" one of them exclaimed
Note: Marie biah is a type of biscuit,
round and with dots on it. Biah simply means biscuit.
"Eh sai jia buay? (can eat one notx?)" the other
turned and asked the nurse.
"eh sai eh sai~ (can can~)" the nurse told them.
"ah ni gue, an zhua gia eh tio (so tall how can reach?)"
"aiya. gia lou tui pek tio gia eh tio lo~!"
(aiya. climb ladder den can get liaox lo~!)
"siao~! ah ni gue, gia buay tio eh lahx~!"
(siao~! so tall, cannot get one lahx~!)
In the end, the one who believe he can get it
by a ladder remain in the hospital, while the one
who say it's impossible got discharged. Irony?
*Lala didnt laugh at all when I told them.*
j0tt3d @t 6:40 PM
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