Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Exactly a year ago, I went to StudioWu for the very first time. With Kennyzz that is. Till now, I still thank him from the bottom of my heart. But somehow, I can feel that things had changed.

I've stopped going to Swu since I dunnnoe when. It's like a silent break-off. Honestly, I dont really like it that way. But what's done cant be undone. It would hurt more, if I went back again. But I miss them so.

Kennyzz & gang. Somehow I can feel that everyone's drifting away. Though we still chat and laugh like no one's business in lectures, I can feel that, we can never have a heart-to-heart conversation.

Along the way, I've changed too. From the too-self-conscious & not-so-expressive weird girl, to a Be-yourself, too-stupid-silly-dumb, & over-noisy weirder girl.

But I guess that's not really a bad thing. At least I've learnt to be true to myself and alot more. I just wanna be someone who always can make others happie, and be happie myself.


Must-go Outings next month

Suki Restaurant.
[I wanna eat salmon till I'm full. No. BLOATED.]

[At night. I dont wanna be dark again. T_T]

[I am definitely going to get the card this time~!]

[For my lovely bubbletea-sssssss~!]

Tibits Party
[With lots of tibits, movies and laughters.]

Must-buy next month

Hair accessories.
[I need it, yet, I'm not getting it. =S]

Portable Hard Disk
[I officially declare my thumbdrive FULL~!]

[Ya, with bling bling as diamonds.]


I'm doing my best living my life.
[So I wont regret if something dont go my way. I'll work harder.]

Sometimes, I dont even understand myself.
[Tell me what is this feeling inside.]

Food is a remedy for all emotions sickness.
[I love fish, salmon, and Idako~]

I am so going to get the TIBITS at sk basamalam.
[For our upcoming tibits party.]

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j0tt3d @t 12:28 AM
Monday, July 30, 2007
I LOVE outings~!

I LOVE outings~!

2 Lessons - Trouble-shooting & Japanese Language 2.
2 Tests - Lab test & Written Test 2.
I think I did rather well for both. Well enough to pass.

North Point-ed
Time : 5+++ pm
With : Tsubasa-senpai, Ben², Sky, Tsuki
Did : Ate, drank, arcaded.

Dhoby X-Zoned
Time : 7+++ pm
With Tsubasa-senpai, Ben², Sky
Did : Arcaded, drank.

By : Bus (7, 80, 163)
Reached : 12++ am


South canteen is a really nice place.
[I saw both Tsubasa-senpai and Ben²]

I wanna be as close to him as I can.
[If I cant hear your heartbeat, you're too far away.]

I wanna to be the rainbow. Colorful, and bright.
[Niji ni naritai~]

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j0tt3d @t 12:28 AM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Little Bro-Sis Outing

Little Bro-Sis Outing

Sundae practice cancelled. Rotted at home. Talked to Ben² online and on phone. Went to CP.

We came out quite late. Plus, we dont really have things we wanna do. So, we just hanged around. I wan a PSP badly.


I wan a PSP~!!
[I wanna play innocent life, Digimon world & monster hunter]

NEVER eat a cake or bread head-down.
[You will have 101 people laughing at you.]

Sometimes, little outings are nice.
[Depends on the people too. XD]

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j0tt3d @t 12:28 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
I cried a river...

It doesnt matter how much I can cry over a movie.
It also doesnt matter how long it take to recover from the tears.
It doesnt matter at all how hard I cried.

What really really matters is the person who's willing to
wipe your tears off
, and tell you everything is going to be okay.

The best part is, you know when you're with him,
everything WILL be okay.


Sometimes, I just wanna be with him.
[Just being near him is enough.]

I can survive a day on bread and biscuits.
[Ya, and some chocolates too.]

I cried a river because of a movie.
[But I flooded myself again with my tears because of you.]

I love Tsubasa-senapi, Ben², bRyan, blah blah blah...
[I just dont know wad's the difference.]

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j0tt3d @t 12:39 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007
Get high, 'cause it's Fridae

Fridae - A dae where Rica just get high for no reason. Even without her beloved bubbletea.

I went for the maths tutorial and I felt so entertained by myself. I will laughing through the whole lesson. By myself. LOL! I would just say that my classmates dont have the same sense of humour as me. Well, who would?

I did not spend any money for the past few daes, so my $1 is still safely in my wallet. But I still cannot afford bubbletea, nice food, and blah blah blah. But thanks to Ben² who brought cup noodles for my our lunch. It was nicer than my house instant noodles. Thanks again~!!! ^-^

Programming lab test. I simply love it. I earned myself 100 cups of bubbletea because of it. I can work while studying. I'm a genius~! WOW!! But it will only start from the coming mondae.

Amk hub-ed with Ben². Ya. It also means that I skipped EG2010 tutorial. But we went shopping around for presents~! So we are doing something very MEANINGFUL. Meet Tsubasa-senpai, den went Bishan meet Hoshi-chan & a mysterious guy~ XD

Went eating, shopping, playing, crazy-ing. ok. I think I was the only one crazy-ing. But it's ok~! I just LOVE<3 spending time with THEM~!

[What can I do to make you like me?]
[What can I do to make you love me?]
[What can I do to make you feel this?]

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j0tt3d @t 12:39 AM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
wondering and wondering

I've been wondering and wondering. This is what I've got.

好き ‐ あの人の美点が一つ好き。
大好き ‐ あの人の美点がたくさん好き。
- あの人を大好きですから、もっと、もっと理解したい
‐ あの人のことを大、大、大好き。いいことも、悪いことも、全部受け入れる



The first person who finish a test may not be the best.
[It may just mean she resigned and wanna go home early.]

Instant Noodles shall be my breakfast, lunch and dinner.
[Oh ya. And supper.]

Watching variety shows in lectures is simply entertaining.
[I laughed my head off.]

Skipping class is fun.
[But I missed the dinner with Tsubasa-senpai & Ben²]

Food can be so tempting while you're broke.
[So near, yet so far... T_T]

I wanna be in his world so much.
[Ya, this much. T_T]

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j0tt3d @t 12:39 AM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I feel so empty..
Even when everyone is with me.

I think I love him. I think I think too much. I think I care too much. I wonder why it hurts so much to care so much. It always go back to the same place I started. It hurts, once you expect something in return. I think that's not love.

5 more days to next month.
Surviving on $1.
God bless.

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j0tt3d @t 1:17 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007


I love the rainy weather~!
*Especially when you can sleep in longer.*

Komatsu Nana mitai ne. Atashi.
*But i think my character's more like a cat's.*

That should explain all for todae.

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j0tt3d @t 12:56 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007

To Danny & bRyan &
bRyan's "everyone who reads my blog"

Please DO NOT take this post too seriously.
I was just wondering, and ya, I post things
that makes me wonder.

According to Danny & bRyan, Tsubasa-senpai
is appearing in my blog very often. *look around*
It's just weird if he's in my life often, and not in my blog.
So many other people are in my blog.
And ya~! I love them all. I really do.

Though somehow it's also weird to love everyone,
everyone's so nice and lovable~! According to
Tsubasa-senpai, ya, I can't go on a BGR or GGR
with EVERYONE (oh. that's weirder). BUT,
isnt it nicer to have fun together with everyone~?

I dont know. But I just LOVE to be with everyone,
and I love EVERYONE. I believe I really mean it.

[Let's just keep love as simple as LOVE]

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j0tt3d @t 12:56 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
I'm broken. I mean, I'm broke.

I'm broken. I mean, I'm broke.

Finally~! Our Sundae Practice is BACK~!
Though I think I slacked alot todae.
Body aching everywhere. T_T
I still love the shower the same. XD

[Dinner at Cineleisure]

Ya. I'm very broke, so I didnt eat.
But that cookie filled my tummy for a while.

[Shopping at Cine]

Shopping to me is not buying things.
Just walking from shops to shops looking
for cute things is really fun. Though I saw
a jacket I really like. =X

[Crapping at BK]

I was amazed by how Danny joined 2 straws together,
and Shu Herng still can drink from it. =0
I can never drink from that kind of straw if I made it myself.
I wonder why they laugh so much.


Love is actually the simplest thing.
[Yet, everyone made it so complicated.]

If I love everyone I love,
how do I know who's The One?

All the food taste nice.
[Especially when you're broke.]

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j0tt3d @t 10:10 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
I LOVE YOU~! And You too~!

I LOVE YOU~! And You too~!

I think I'm getting rusty since I missed
last week's practice. I need MORE practices
to shed my rust off. Plus, I had a slight
headache. Lack of sleep from ytd i think. Zzz.

Morning Session

2 groups, 2 cheoros. That's wad we did.
I nid more Omega 3 to increase my
memory capacity. Or was it my headache?

Natsu Session

Seriously, I hate running. But everytime,
I was asked to run, I never really grumble
or complain. I guess I'm just thinking
how am I going to go thru it.
[But I still hate running.]

I think I'm getting a hang of the formation.
It's much safer getting in by the side.

Dinner Session

Amk KFC; but I brought Mac Fillet Burger there.
Den we were talking and laughing like
no one's business. Topics on Ghosts, Bras,
, and other weird weird things.

Random Session

Lack of sleep always cause headache. At least for me.
[I wan some banana milkshake.]

I wanna learn both groups' cheoro~!
[After I got enough Omega 3]

I hate running.
[But it's good for me. *hypotising*]

I suggest that KFC get bigger tables.
[Danny's legs are really long, and I kept stepping on them]

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j0tt3d @t 10:09 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
High on BBT


Fridae = AC day = PSP dae.
Played with Alex's PSP for the
morning classes. Then went for lunch.
BubbleTea + bread.

After that, I went crazy.
I laughed at the slightest joke.
Sometimes, I even laugh at things
not funnie at all~! And it lasted.

Went to AMK with Ben², Tsubasa-senpai,
his sister Hoshi, & Si Jie. Ate at
MOS Burger, and I was still high.
Not laughing though, just crazy.

Went to Dhoby's X Zone. Sky came along too.
Glad that he recovered from his emo-ness. XD
I can share some high-ness with you too~!!

Went back quite late. Took train with
Tsubasa-senpai & Ben². Tsubasa-senpai went off
first. Me & Ben² live quite near.
And he actually *walk-cycle me home.

*Just another of Rica's weirdy terms

Alot of jokes came about. I was laughing like crazy.
So it took quite a while to reach home.
Thanks Ben² & Tsubasa-senpai~!

[Rica love walking home.]

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j0tt3d @t 10:09 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
7 Deadly Sins

The 7 Deadly Sins

I used to be Sloth everytime
I took the test. Now I take
different test and get different results.

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j0tt3d @t 10:09 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Lucky 7


Somehow this dae make me love
the number 7 MORE~!
Much more than I used to love.

(PictureS coming up soon)
Those will explain EVERYTHING.

[I simply love JMD 'bonding' sessions.]

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j0tt3d @t 10:09 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Make him disappear

I am not emo-ing.
I just hate him.

I dont wan him to choke.
That would be too messy.

I just hope that he just disappear.
From my vision.
From my life.
From this world.

[I can love anyone and everyone.]
[But not him.]

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j0tt3d @t 9:42 AM
Monday, July 16, 2007

Taken from Lingx's blog







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j0tt3d @t 9:42 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Money makes the world go round

No practise todae, so I decided to
sleep in. Woke up at 1pm. Honestly,
I like waking up late. HoHoHo~

After that went out with Mommy & Jei.
Mommy bought Nokia 5700, cause I think
it's a really nice phone. That can replace
your mp3, radio, camera, and ya, phone.

I think I'll get one myself too. Since
she insisted to keep it for herself.
But I wanna save for so many other things too.

[I need a job. Badly.]

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j0tt3d @t 9:42 AM
Me, I && Myself

XueQi aka eRika aka GinGeR

I love to bake,
trying out to cook.
I love cookies,
learning to like making cakes.

I can be nice
or evil.
I can be hyper
or quiet.

Trying my best to always
Love what I do,
and Do what I love.

I serve Nuffnang!

hIdInG pLaCeSsS


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