Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Only to get what's mine

Old Chinese sayings of
'A woman's heart is just like a needle at the bottom of the sea.'
and 'Nothing is more vicious than a woman's heart.'
can simply be reflected in just one woman I know.

To be honest, I could almost relate to her
at the beginning. The marriage breakdown was/is
so much like mine. Maybe with just some slight
differences here and there.

But I guess it is just impossible to be on her side
with all her ridiculous behavior and actions.
Still, who are we really to judge?
Seriously, she can do whatever she like,
piss the people she hates off and make their lives miserable,
and then act victim to seek help from others.

Even though I can no longer understand
the reason she's doing all this shit,
deep inside, I kinda feel sorry for her.
Quoting from 'The Secret', she manifested
and attracted all these bad things in her life.
After which, blame it to everyone who is not
sympathetic to her, and eventually take
advantage of whoever else that is left.

Because whenever I put myself in her shoe,
I could imagine all the beautiful things that could be.
Of course, I understand there will be tough times too.
But I'm sure there will also be so many to be grateful
and happy about. Remembering the bad times I had
back at that place, I came to realize that
whatever negative I was feeling, was mainly my own fault.
There and then, I made a choice to start anew.
Up till today, I give thanks for the choice I made,
and promised to give all for the better future,
instead of mourning about the lost past.

If every single human on earth is able to focus on the good,
understand and overcome the bad,
I believe the world will be better by the day. =)

For today, I do not pray for your happiness.
I pray for your ability to see happiness in every corner of your life.

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Me, I && Myself

XueQi aka eRika aka GinGeR

I love to bake,
trying out to cook.
I love cookies,
learning to like making cakes.

I can be nice
or evil.
I can be hyper
or quiet.

Trying my best to always
Love what I do,
and Do what I love.

I serve Nuffnang!

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