これってストーカーさんというのかなぁ。
仕事中で時間があれば、
元カレのページに行ってしまう。
彼のことを思ってはなく、
ちょっとだけ複雑な～。

I hope it's not growing into some kind of obsession.
I dont usually think about it unless I have
more than enough time on hand.
(Which is basically at least once a day during work =O)

But I guess I can at least be glad that
it's not growing to be something unhealthy?
Still, somewhere deep within me
is this voice that keep whispering
about how he must be scheming and planning
to do something bad or revenge at me.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid.
Maybe I just haven't let go yet.
Maybe it's just my mind wandering too much.

Whatever it is, I'm feeling hungry now,
and shall grab a snack before knocking off work.
(and maybe drop by his page again XD)