Friday, June 11, 2010
I miss Home


I was slacking at work as usual, and went to my blog like an addiction. Saw the "Past Tense" session, click on the oldest link and started reading.

Was smiling and laughing to myself as I read. The way I wrote, the thing I encountered, the feelings I experienced.

Reading towards the end, I saw this post.

"Welcome to my Palace of Happiness.
I'm the owner of this palace.
In my palace, everything nice exists.
Everything that makes people smile and happy exist.
Even if it's just a facade,
people only want to believe the good things.
Because they fear darkness.
In darkness, they see uncertainty.
And they chose to fear it.
If you are not afraid of knowing my dark side,
Go ahead and enter
My Palace of Darkness."

I was quite taken aback having read this. Not about the darkness side of me which always existed, but of the fact that I've been posting both good and bad things here, since I dont even remember when.

I miss the eRica that was always laughing and smiling, even when things are hurting really bad. I miss home.

Life is not about finding yourself.
It's about creating yourself.
But I wanna find the me whom I created then.

~ScReAm iT oUt~ コメントする
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j0tt3d @t 3:43 PM
Me, I && Myself

XueQi aka eRika aka GinGeR

I love to bake,
trying out to cook.
I love cookies,
learning to like making cakes.

I can be nice
or evil.
I can be hyper
or quiet.

Trying my best to always
Love what I do,
and Do what I love.

I serve Nuffnang!

hIdInG pLaCeSsS


The Past Tense

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
December 2010
November 2012
June 2013
July 2013
May 2014
June 2014
July 2014
August 2014
September 2014
October 2014
November 2014
October 2016
November 2016
December 2016
January 2017