I'm not sure how to express the feelings I have sometimes.
There seems to be so many things to do.
I have my blogshop to set up,
my recipes to try on,
my work to go to,
my son to tend to,
language school to search on.

The list goes on and on.
But sometimes, I just feel like
lying/sitting there, not doing anything.
I feel like sleeping forever and
not waking up anymore.
I feel like going on a vacation once again.
I feel that, Life can be really meaningless, sometimes.

I wonder if it's just me.
I wonder if it's them.
I wonder if it's how I think of them.

I'm loving the things I'm doing.
But I think the problem is the place I'm doing it.
I need to let go.
Of them.
Of myself.