Friday, March 13, 2009
I neeeed another vacation

Vacation - something I love to take
once in a while. But I believe my term
of vacation may be different to most people.
Well, most my closer friends
and pals would know - my meaning of VACATION.

I think I need another long vacation some
time soon. Away from work, away from people,
away from life. To find out what I really
want out of life.

The whole night in SJCC Camp, I was talking
to SokHiang and Desmond. Well, we talked
about my long "vacations" in life too.

There was when I starting thinking,
how life would actually be if I chose
otherwise. I would probably still be
stsudying in NYP ECC. Probably still in
JMD, even may be part of the Main Comm,
planning how the camp should be.

I would probably still be in my cozy home
where I have been for my past 20 years.

Haix. How different would that life be.

But still, I am happy that I could be
talking about it to SokHiang and Desmond,
without much emotional outburst. I guess,
no matter if I chose the right one,
it's my choice; my life. And I have to,
and will, take responsibility of it.

BenBen loves me alot too~ Though Life can
be rather difficult too (It might just be
the mindset). I can get through this.
Things will hopefully be better.

But I think the worst thing in me is that
I want to go back to how it was like.
School, friends, JMD, Dance.
That may just be the things that are holding me back...

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Me, I && Myself

XueQi aka eRika aka GinGeR

I love to bake,
trying out to cook.
I love cookies,
learning to like making cakes.

I can be nice
or evil.
I can be hyper
or quiet.

Trying my best to always
Love what I do,
and Do what I love.

I serve Nuffnang!

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