I'm getting irritated again.
Over the small, little things
everydae. But I think it's not
the small, little things everydae
that's driving me crazy. In fact,
I'm dealing with them everydae
for such a long time now.

What bothers me more is how
Ben actually react to that.
He told me that it's ok and
asked me to just let it go.

Of course it's not okay!
He's my son and I'm not respected
in making decision for him.
Dont come telling me she asked
me whenever she wanna try something new.
She just asked for my opinion
and go on with her way.

But I will let it go. Now, I
either care alot and start a war,
or fuck care and make peace.
Talk about vulgarities during CNY.

It's also difficult for Ben.
No matter wad, that's his mother.
Even if he knows all the fucking
points about her that make people
fucked up, he cant do anything
about it. (or rather, he's done
everything he could but nothing
really changed.)

That's that for now.