Thursday, May 31, 2007 |
Save Yourself |
Have you ever felt so despressed
that you just wish someone cared?
Have you ever felt so despressed
that you feel even if someone CARED,
nothing would be changed?
I believe everyone has been
through this before. I also believe
that happiness is a CHOICE,
not something others give to you.
No matter how bad things get,
it's up to you how you wanna react.
The only person who can make you
happy is YOURSELF.
[Choose to be happy]
[Todae ^-^]
j0tt3d @t 3:00 PM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 |
Watch me as I glow |
I have to
skip my AAA and JMDfor
todae and saturdae,
since I will be going to
883Jiaon these 2 days. I will miss dance. Alot.
I left home early todae, making sure
that I will not be late for my DJ lesson.
Let's just say I'm
really enthu about this workshop.
You know, there's always something that
is
difficult to have/maintain. Yet, no matter
how difficult it can get, you wanna
work hard for it. I call that,
PASSION. Todae's lesson was
fun. Not to mention
the food was
really delicious too~
(*Yum Yum* I love fish n chips~)We got to learn more about how the
sales and news work. Also about
what content is better for which time slot, etc.
I even call in to the station at night
to Toshi. Though it's not the first time.
Just
look forward to our lesson on Fridae~
[Some things simply have priorty over others.]
j0tt3d @t 1:20 AM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 |
To you. Yes, you. |
When I tell you I miss you,
believe that it's true.
When You dont hear me saying,
I love you, you know I still do.
I love him so. Yet I know
I shouldn't and mustn't tell.
Not to anyone, and you know
how bad it can be.
I can only pray, in this
small inaudible voice, that
one day, you will love me too.
Can you actually hear that?
[この小さい声に]
[あたしは祈ります。]
j0tt3d @t 10:01 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007 |
I'm Shining |
Sometimes, it seems like I'm living
day by day
like a routine. Yet, something
IS different everyday. Even when
the world is
not going to change,
I am still going to
SHINE~!~Troubleshooting~I like it alot, since it's simple.
According to the lecturer with the
super straight hair, I scored the
highest marks on last week's lab. Heehee.
Not to mention
my eye candy every odd week.
~Japanese Language~Let's just say
passion makes everything right.
Next week would be our written and oral test.
Let's just pray that everyone will be able to do well.
*read through script*
*study study*
~DJ course~ I think I got tired from the
long bus trip,
and
getting excited over the smallest thing.
Information is being flooded into my brain.
I need a
rest. ZzzZzzZzzzzz.
[Love can be as simple as ABC]
[Yet, people put them together and made them complicated]
j0tt3d @t 10:01 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007 |
YUI in Singapore |
I believe I had introduced
YUIin my blog some times back.
Amazingly, without
ANY advertisements,
a number of my friends actually
know about her.
I was talking to one of my friends,
who had
set his nick as the lyrics
of
Goodbye-Days, one of YUI's songs.
He got really
EXCITED while talking about her.
According to him,
YUI was
on the newspapera couple of days back. Some marketing
directors were
really amazed by her,
since she
never had any advertisement.
YET, her album
sold quite a good result here.
By saying
how good YUI's singing is,
I'm not trying to say that other japanese
female singers are not good. Other singers,
like
BoA, Ayumi Hamasaki, etc., have
alot of advertisements, dance in 'fashionable'
clothings, their albums
DO sell up to millions.
BUT,
YUI has passion in her own music.
She doesnt dance. She wears plain T-shirt and jeans.
She sings what she believes.
Simple, yet extraordinary.Her 9th single,
"My Generation / Understand"will be released on
13 June 2007. I guess
a lot of people are actually looking forward to it.
[It's more than enough just to be me.]
j0tt3d @t 11:05 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007 |
I gonna SHINE |
I guess
exercising too much makes
you
reluctant to wake up in the morning.
I was wondering whether I should
just skip todae's JMD practice.
But I'm glad I didnt. hahax.
I was
rather early, though I woke up
relatively late. Did some stretching as
usual, and had our warming up dance.
After that, Danny-senpai wanted to have
INDIVIDUAL dance~!OMG~ Let's just pray I can do well.
*pray pray* Danny-senpai called us
one by one,
mostly by
what color we were wearing since
he doesnt really remember our names.
I was stunned when he actually
called me
by name. *fainted* hahax.
And according to him, I was the most
TECHNICAL dancer there. or is it 'am'?
Stayed back a little for audition for
NATSU MATSURI.Only
TWO of us, and only
TWO sets of
eights. I guess it ended quite well,
since Danny-senpai said
'definitely can use' me.
[Tell me my legs are shaking because I am tired.]Skating at east coast. Was late because of the
audition. Saw
Xuejuan and gang. It's such a
coincidence that we went there the same day.
But I knew from her blog earlier. So wasnt
really surprised to see her there. hahax.
[We enjoyed, and had our legs jellyed.]
j0tt3d @t 11:03 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007 |
I hate ugly things |
Ouch~! Something that freaked me
out todae~ T_T The tiny little
cutie red spot from that dae, became a
BIG UGLY PURPLE PATCH~!!
ARGHHH~!
CHOP OFF MY LEG~!! NOW!!
Ok. I changed my mind. Maybe not.
'cause I still
LOVE skating for
whoever's sake, who cares? Thanks to
MOI SIS,
I went skating todae near moi house.
All I can say is that it's a
nice course to
skate and even jog.It's a
BIG BIG field which seems like
two soccer fields together. I skated
around it, like
10 rows? teeheehee.
I guess if I wanna do this for
weight lossing,
it would be a
BIG FUN-KILLER. You see, if
I see no change in moi weight, I'll get
DEMORALISED. Hahax.
It can be really fun when you go
really really fast at the down slope
and feel the wind
kissing your face.
PROVIDED that you dont wanna stop.
*look at the purple patch T_T*
[I love the wind]
[as much as I love you]
j0tt3d @t 9:54 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007 |
Amazing Facts |
As you are reading this, you can know
more about yourself by this little activity.
Now, look at
any of your hands.
Compare your
index finger and your
ring finger.
Which is longer?Somewhere in the Western Country,
they have a research that proves that
children who have
longer index fingerare
better in language subject.
(ex. English, Literature, etc.)
Those with
longer ring fingerare better in
mathematics and calculations.
It is actually because the
hormonesthat enhance the ability, enhance the
length of the respective finger. =D
But please take note that, if you are in
your
mid 20s or older, this activity may
NOT work for you. As the research also shows,
Mature men tend to have long ring finger
and Mature women tend to have both fingers
about the same length.
But I guess it worked for me.
I have longer ring finger. XD
[I can do maths.]
[It's just that the teacher cant mark.]
j0tt3d @t 8:44 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 |
Fall in love ... ... With me |
Sakuran AAATodae is the first time I went for AAA.
Here's
3000 words for the session.
Skating...
The gal with
no sense of directionhad some adventure~! I wanted to
skate to
Serangoon, but the roads got
lots of
up and down slope. I think I
would have
died before reaching.
(I've got a little red patch as a token of trying. OUCH!)
Changed course. The nicer way to place it is,
I went around the
LRT track of SK~!
To show my stupidity, I was lost and went
ONE BIG ROUNDbefore reaching home. *Hu-ii*
[I guess that's good exercise though.]Hahaha~! I'm going to burn all the fats
in me~! ok. At least as much as I can. XD
[I'm doing it for you. XD]
j0tt3d @t 11:18 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 |
Idiots |
Would you keep calling someone
who kept
ignoring your calls,
showing that she just
cant be bothered?
Would you keep sms-ing someone
who
never reply you,
showing that she
doesnt even wanna hear from you?
Well, I know
someone who would.
Once upon a time, there was a
little blur galcalled QiQi. She had long hair, pleasant smiles,
and stood up tall (not very tall though.).
She worked at
a faraway town, which took her
hours to travel daily. Every single day, there
was this little man, who would visit her.
Back to reality. She
quitted her job because
she was tortured by
some evil step-sisters.
One day, when she happened to
pass bythat faraway town, she met him. (what a tragedy.)
He asked for her number, of course.
All of you know what happens after this.
Imagine receiving
weird sms every morning.
Well, I
cant even be bothered to read.
So guys, get this into your head, k?
When girls
NEVER answer your calls and sms-es,
PLEASE be clever enough to know that
SHE IS NOT INTERESTED.[Ask me about idiots]
[I know EVERYTHING about them.]
j0tt3d @t 7:56 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007 |
This much... This much... |
If I told him I miss him this much,
will he believe me?
If I told him I love him this much,
will he love me too?
If I told him I cant live without him,
will he stay by my side?
[I think I just wouldnt tell him...]
[I do miss him THIS MUCH]
[Even when I see him this often.]
j0tt3d @t 8:58 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007 |
I love you... Maybe not... |
Does it ever makes you wonder?
When you wish that someone loves you
like you love them, did you really
fall in love with them, or did you
fall in love with Love itself?
It's human nature to want attention,
to want affection, to want Love.
I guess everyone feels the same way.
It's always true when they say,
the one you love most is not
the one who loves you the most,
and the one who loves you the most
is not the one you love the most.
[你最爱的往往不是最爱你的。]
[最爱你的往往不是你最爱的。]
Get this into your head.
It's not easy to find someone
you love and loves you in return.
So when you find one, cherish him/her.
It doesnt matter if you love him/her more,
or he/she loves you more.
Love always grows.
So when you find someone who doesnt
love you as much as you do, be glad
that the Love in him/her will grow.
Maybe even without you noticing.
[Sometimes all I wish for is a hug from you.]
j0tt3d @t 11:11 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007 |
Know MY Future |
If you were given a choice
of
supernatural powersat birth, what would you choose?
I remember during my younger times,
I didnt really care much about
other people in my life. So I really
wanted to have powers that makes me
fly,
maybe wings. Though I'm afraid
of height seriously.
But not too long ago, I wanted to
read people's mind so badly.
I just wanna know what those people
are thinking. Maybe there are people
smiling at me, yet
cursing me deep inside.
Watched "Next" todae. Thanks to someone
who's willing to pay for me. hahax.
I guess I wouldnt watch movie unless
it's free. Quite a nice one though.
That guy had powers better than
Sharingan,
or
Byakugan. He even did
kage bunshin.
Jeremy : You really should go watch.[I wanna know what you're thinking...]
j0tt3d @t 11:32 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007 |
これだけもいいよ |
才发现我是个多么单纯的人。
一会儿,可以难过到掉眼泪,
一会儿,又可以因为好吃的
高兴得把一切都忘了。
我竟然那么在乎一个
不会在乎我的人。
我竟然那么关心一个
不会关心我的人。
也许我在不知不觉中
爱上他了也说不定。
从现在开始,
我还是会微笑,
还是会在乎,
还是会关心。
[我想就这样就好了。]
I began to realise how simple I can be.
One moment, I can be hurted so deep
that tears just wouldnt stop.
Another, I smiled to myself, because
of yummy food awaiting me.
I cant believe I cared so much for
someone who wouldnt care less.
Maybe, just maybe, somewhere along
the way, I fell in love.
From now on, I'll still smile,
I'll still care, and care even more.
[Just that is good enough.]
自分の単純を次第に悟る。
一瞬間、悲しくて泣いてるみたい。
つぎ、食べ物を見た時、
嬉しくて笑顔をわらってた。
あの人をこの限度に
看護してと思いない。
多分、いつか、あの人と
恋を落ちた。
ここから、あたしは
もっと、もっと笑う。
もっと、もっと、
あの人のことを看護する。
永遠まで。
「これだけもいいよ。」
j0tt3d @t 8:01 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 |
~Blogger~ |
Blogger had really been giving me alot
of problems. Some of my friends and my
sister had these problems too. Things like
unable to upload pictures, toolbar errors.
The list goes on. But nothing is wrong when
I logged in in school.
I was surprised when I logged in todae.
Hehe. The dashboard displayed so nicely
in front of me, I was like YIPPEE~!
Even though those problems were not
affecting me that much, I just like to
see how nicely the button and things line up.
I cant really stand ugly things that is.
Sometimes I really wonder how Blogger earns
money. You see, we all get to be blogging for
FREE and I dont think I see any advertisement.
I seriously think that Internet is the best thing
that can ever exist. hahax. You get to post weird
things whatever way you like it to, and everyone
on earth get to read it. I'm glad I'm born in the
times of computers and internet. whahahahahahah.
[I get sleepy from being excited all day long. -.-]
j0tt3d @t 5:39 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 |
Famous Blogs |
Ever wonder why famous bloggers are famous?
I have been reading xiaxue's blog recently.
Well, she wasnt famous to me until my fren
told me about her. I read a little and asked her,
"her blog very nice?"
"ok lahx. but alot people reading~!"I was like oh. She's reading cause alot people
are reading. I wasnt really keen about it,
since I dont really like famous things. But I
like blogs, and some of her posts are interesting.
Not to mention that she uses words like "FUCK",
"DAMN", and some other vulgars alot.
What makes famous blogs famous?
1. No music
Yes. Famous bloggers try to make their blog as
simple as possible. No music, no navi, no nothing.
Just simple. So people would pay attention to
what they say.
2. No boring daily events
Seriously, no one would be really interested in
what you did, where you went, what you ate.
Unless they're stalkers, maniacs, or simply
bored to death. Of course, people who knows
them, is a total different category.
[I guess being famous may not be as easy as it seems.]
j0tt3d @t 8:13 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007 |
My Reality |
Shellen once told me that you dream of people
who you see or think often. But I guess it's
not really true to me. I seems to dream just
for the sake of dreaming. Not to mention that
most of them are really weird.
12.05.05 (Saturday)I remember setting my alarm at 8 in the morning,
since I had club activity. That night, I had a dream
of me waking up late, and missed my club. I freaked out.
Good thing is that, the clock read 7:40.
Thinking that I have 20 more mins for my beauty sleep,
I went back to bed. But the same dream hit me again.
This time, it seemed so real. I even remember crying to
my mother in the dream when the clock read 2 in the afternoon.
I woke up again. It was 8.20. My clock didnt ring,
and the alarm isnt on. I guess, thanks to the dream,
I got to school in time. =D
[People in dream : Danny, Mommy, Me]
13.05.07 (Sundae)Another of my weird dreams collection.
I guess I wouldnt post it here. But some of
my close frens do know, since dreams do happen
when u dont tell anyone. So ask me if ya really
wanna know what's in my dream. hahax.
[People in dream : Xiaohong, Serene, Angela, Me]14.05.07 (Mondae)I guess I had a series of dreams which I dont
really remember. But I think I remember going back
to work in my old workplace in my dream. Quite
faint though. Just alot of cakes being in my fridge.
[People in dream : Manager, Mom, Me][It's the dream that I wish was reality...]
j0tt3d @t 11:12 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007 |
~ Mothers' Day ~ |
This post is dedicated to all
MOTHERS out there~!
yay~!
HAPPIE MOTHERS' DAY~! hahax. This is
the day where everyone acknowledge how much
mothers give to their child. Though different countries
celebrate on different days. But the thoughts are the same~!
Mothers' Day actually goes back to the time of Napolean.
It existed like
over 200 years~! Now, you can see how
much mothers are being respected. I believe they are
the most important person in your life~!
Be sure to give your mommy a big hug todae.
Though todae is not the only day you should
show her how much you actually care.
Give her a hug
EVERYDAY~![Your mom would give up THIS MUCH]
[in return of a little happiness of yours.]
j0tt3d @t 5:15 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007 |
Raye Collin – Love Me |
Raye Collin – Love MeThis is a rather old song, I believe.
At least 17 years old now. This song was in
Raye Collin’s first album, All I Can Be , in 1990.
It hit the top of the US Chart in 1991.
I believe the song itself speaks of all the wonders.
This is another touching song that brought tears
to my eyes when I hear it. I heard it on radio quite
often recently, and one of my seniors played it
at the Guitar Club Orientation.
It’s about Simplicity
It’s about Promise.
It’s about Love. The beauty of Love don’t have to
be expressed in huge vocabulary.
It is as simple as it is. Simple, yet true.
I can’t explain the way I feel every time
I hear this song. How strong Love can be,
how long Love can last. It has always been
a mystery. But for a love to last that long,
you just feel calm and happy inside.
これは幸せだろう。
j0tt3d @t 4:38 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007 |
Nothing Rox your world like Melody |
It's Melody, because I decided to name my guitar
Melody. hahax. Just like Mr beany bean bean has
a name, Melody needed a name too. And ya, Melody.
But that doesnt mean it's a she, ok? I'm still going
to hug it to sleep, dine with it, play with it, and
practice all day long. Just because I love it THIS MUCH~!
It's nice to have a guitar 'cause u dont have to worry
about your neighbor complaining about you practicing
in the middle of the night. Though playing all day really
gives you a sore arm. =.=
[I'm sleeping peacefully... With a sore arm.]
j0tt3d @t 10:42 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007 |
Naruto ed |
As our cutie cute cute JLB loves Gaara &
Sasuke so much, and since he requested,
this post shall be dedicated to him.
Aww. Cutie Gaara~ I think he's one of my
favorite character in Naruto. Hurted, Sorrow,
yet wanting to care. He's so cute when he's young~!
I guess the real reason I like him is because
we have something in common.
Ya. It really hurts alot, I know. Naruto's
another of my fave. I like him alot before
Gaara was out. There was even a time when
I think we suffer the same fate. And seriously,
it hurts. This much.
[It hurts, being alone, for too long.]
j0tt3d @t 10:41 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 |
Randomssssss Joke |
According to my mom, one of her friends
often visit Mental Hospital, as he/she
gives the patients there free hair cut. During one of his/her visits, the
nurse was testing whether the patients
were mentally sound enough to be discharged.
She took a torchlight, and shone it on
the celling, then asked them what it was.
"Wow~! Marie Biah" one of them exclaimed
Note: Marie biah is a type of biscuit,
round and with dots on it. Biah simply means biscuit.
"Eh sai jia buay? (can eat one notx?)" the other
turned and asked the nurse.
"eh sai eh sai~ (can can~)" the nurse told them.
"ah ni gue, an zhua gia eh tio (so tall how can reach?)"
"aiya. gia lou tui pek tio gia eh tio lo~!"
(aiya. climb ladder den can get liaox lo~!)
"siao~! ah ni gue, gia buay tio eh lahx~!"
(siao~! so tall, cannot get one lahx~!)
In the end, the one who believe he can get it
by a ladder remain in the hospital, while the one
who say it's impossible got discharged. Irony?
*Lala didnt laugh at all when I told them.*
j0tt3d @t 6:40 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 |
Beany Beany~! |
j0tt3d @t 6:40 PM