Love - something everyone wants, everyone needs. Todae, I soaked myself in irc chats. There are all kinds of people. All in need of 'love'.
But I start to believe that everyone's concept of LOVE is different. Hugs, kisses, cuddles,words and even sex. For no one on earth knows exactly what love is.
Todae, I chatted with this guy online. So much older than me, yet I chatted with him that long. Married, yet here, looking for something he lacks from the relationship.
He wanted to meet me out for coffee. I start wondering if his wife was busy enough to not even have time for coffee with him. Fancy her to be able to play mahjong for 28 hours.
Well, I agreed since I didnt have much to lose. I can always scream and run if something happens. He drived, was rather decent looking. So much that it left me so hyper until now.
A guy who drive, not bad looking. married, yet not satified. It just makes me wonder, if his wife ever knows that, a simple hug, a gentle kiss, a word of concern is more than enough to keep him tamed.
For I know how it feels to be without love. Without someone hug you and whisper how much he loves you. The feeling of not having someone by your side when you need it. What we need is, only a simple hug.
Hug me.